Hi all...
I just had a nightmare yesterday night...
i dunno if i should tell u about this nightmare...
haiz nvm tell u guys barh...
Well, it started of with me walking alone on this isolated street..
it was so dark i could barely see a thing.. there was this lamp quite a distance away from me..
there was something just below those lights...
it seemed like 2 persons...
i went close towards those 2 persons...
but they seem to have gotten further and further away from me...
i thought i was caught in some kind of illusion...
but suddenly, those 2 suddenly appeared infront of me...
i got a clear look at their faces...
it was her wif this mysterious looking guy...
his face was black... i couldn't see anything...
it looked like a faceless man...
i thought i was dreaming but it felt so real that
i thought she loved that guy instead of me...
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i thought i felt useless at that time and couldn't do a single thing but just stand there and look at them kiss??????
i felt angry and punch him in the face... so weird, i thought it was a dream.. why did it hurt????
she looked at me and slapped me in the face... i felt pain.. so pain..
but i woke up instead.. finding myself on the floor..lying on the floor couldn't even do a thing..
I really hope that dream won't ever come true...
I really don't wanna..
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
, 11:38 PM
Hiess all..
sry for not posting for awhile
i missh all my ganns alot!!!
i sit at home nothing to do seh..
want to go out oso nobody to go out wif
SIANZ!!! nothing to do... i really hope can go back school or even turn back time zzz
i want return to school now!!! but go sec school instead
not primary school T.T sianzzz why must seperate right now siaz...
*yawns* damn bored.. nothing to do
nothing to play
nobody to talk to(except family)
no friends around
so many things not around.... so many things absent in my life...
lol am i boring u? i think i am..
nvm
i posted secondary schools lerr..
1st choice:Yishun Town Secondary
2nd choice:Presbyterian High
3rd choice:Chung Cheng High(Yishun)
4th choice:Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary
5th choice:Riverside Secondary
6th choice:Ang mo kio secondary
Anyone same as me?? lol if u are,
then hope we will meet ^^
kk i gtg lerhx buhbyez.
Monday, November 24, 2008
, 6:43 AM
WTH man..
today get results
then alot people go in is happy de..
but all go out like so sad..
i quite sad todae.. didn't get the result i want
sianz.. she more sad..
her parents disappointed in her results..
like wth? dey didn't noe she did her best..
they still want force her. anyway oso over le
how to change results??
sianz la, i oso cannot make her happy..
i feel sadx too.
she cried? i oso feel like crying..
sianz.. nvm la.. talk about other stuff.
Schools in mind..:
Yishun Town Sec.
PHS.
AMK Sec.
Ahmad Ibrahim Sec.
i dunno liaoz.. i dunno if i want go PHS anort..
sianz lar!!! impossible to get into same school as her..
ltr she sadx oso. i oso sadx..
haiz... so stressful, want be wif her oso cannot
1 way is to ask her out often lor. but i dunno if she can
anot.. nvm la. i dun want talk ler. bye bye!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
, 6:30 AM
OMG.. Graduation Night just over..
sianz. I will miss all of my ganns so much
I WILL MISS ALL OF U. But i will miss
1 person more.. I will miss her so much.
Hope she will be in the same school as me
next year.. I've never been this eager
before, but my senses tell me, i'm meant to
be with her. She is my life. And nothing
can ever change that.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
, 6:49 AM
Hi.. I'm back.. i feel damn bored
todae in skool emo-ing like shit..
some might noe why but some don't.
I just want to stop the misery...
in the end, i hurt all my friends.
I feel like i'm weak.. weak like an
idiot... Can't even make my friends
happy... What in the world am i
doing!? I punch the wall oso no use
Knock my head oso no use... Tell me,
when the hell can i make things right?!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
, 5:01 AM
My dream came true finally!
I will always remember her,
November 09 2008 forever.
Hope u guys dun get what i'm
talking about but i'm just happy!
Sunday, November 9, 2008
, 8:06 PM
Haiz.. Just did the audition yesterday
and we did alot of freaking mistakes.
I don't think we did that well even
though everyone said so.. I need to be
more matured then i used to be. I'm
playing all this childish games...
How annoying man, i hope i do not live
in this annoying freaking world which
keeps annoying me and bugging me...
SOMEONE HELP ME!!!
Saturday, November 8, 2008
, 7:20 AM
Woah just went to Angie Jie's house
practice the dance. Breakdance really
is hard, i have to practice on my
"Baby Freeze". We gonna finish the song
soon yeah! Good luck to 6J! 6J Will
always be united forever and ever.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
, 2:48 AM
ZOMG!!! Audition is in three n a half days
to go and we are still not done with the
freaking dance! Com'on people! Have more
life in doing the dance man! Tat goes for
me too :)I'm so nervous, what should i do
>.<. Even more nervous for Graduation Night
cos im gonna do something really shocking!
Kayz gtg now bye!
Monday, November 3, 2008
, 3:18 AM
Hihi i'm back do you know who i like?
I bet ya don't, want me to tell you?
She's in 6J, pretty/cute wadeva...
Wth why do i mostly choose all girls
with glasses:/ enough for now kays?
Bye.
, 2:56 AM
Haiz.. Today i've been play games for
almost 16 hours already and i'm
starting to feel bored already.
introduce stuff which aren't
boring to me so that i can kill time pls.
If you don't, i'm gonna make you pay!
Nah.. just kidding ^^ bye!
Sunday, November 2, 2008
, 4:10 AM
Yeah, finally got myself a new blog. I hope you guys will give me some tips/advice on improving my blog hehe. After PSLE i feel more relaxed. But after a sudden stop of studying, i feel like studying again. But nah.. playing seems more fun! Kays Cya!
, 1:56 AM
